black tea,

i had a cup of you.

i floated down sugarloaf road,
my opposite began to speak,
but the trees kept flashing by.

What a small small world
we live in.
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I am fatigued:
car, plane, shuttle, train, bus, bus.
It's nice to be back.
All I want to do is climb up my ladder
and take a nap.

I NEED TO FINISH THIS PAPER TONIGHT. or else.

It'll be fun waking up at 5am tomorrow morn
to catch my plane back to cruz-ville.

sculpture balcony of the MAH

ruling a country is like cooking a small fish

a peopleshaped toomany-ness far too.

It was a miracle that my car's engine turned on.
It made me so happy to drive again.

Some old pictures I waited to get developed at Costco today:
Since I do not trust CVSphoto[never ever again]

boardwalk frolic

:)

ah, there it is.
nibble nibble.
thanks for taking me to the moon.

sitting here.

not reading Rousseau's second discourse
waiting for my giant metal bird
apparently, i get internet by gate C4.

Here are the steps alex and i took:
1. depart house 7, floor 3(40 seconds)
2. catch bus 16 downtown(25 minutes)
3. catch highway 17 bus to san jose(60 minutes)
4. catch cal-train(10 minutes)
5. catch a shuttle(15 minutes)
6. hugs&farewells(20 seconds)
7. buy a poppy seed bagel(4 minutes)
8. eat it(7 minutes)

on the bus, we played beer pong on his phone.
at first it was not amusing & i did not want to participate.
he insisted i play.
so i did.
then i won.

"you can meet all my friends too! except..you've already met her"

sometimes, i blink
and the world shifts a few inches diagonally.


so i bought it mostly because it was pretty.
But then it got used in the woods.
now it has a purpose.

i just looked in the mirror
and the size of my pupils
at the moment scares me.

to do list:
1. finish anthro paper
2. pack

whee piggies.

the centrifugal force
(or is it pseudo centrifugal?
according to a potential astrophysicist )
of the laundry machine is so massive
that I really do think it will explode one day and kill us all.
If I am lying in my bed, I can feel the bed shaking
from someone's laundry on spin mode.
f=ma
with that being said.

Giant plastic tube
(perfectly sized for a petite to semi-large human).
Shooting up towards the stars.
Wish and wish with all your might.
Crawl inside and be vertically vacuumed.
Take a big bite of the moon.

We are all extremely sluggish today.
At least we are showing pride.

On the way to the dining hall,
Domi, Nadya, and I picked out
which apartment we want next year.
.11.Lux, Naomi, Forrest, Logan :o)

"noisy outlaws, unfriendly blobs, and some other things
that aren't as scary, maybe, depending on how you
feel about lost lands, stray cellphones, creatures from the sky,
parents who disappear in Peru,a man named Lars Farf,
and one other story we couldnt quite finish,
so maybe you could help us out"

"whatever. I'll figure it out."

my new motto in life.
thanks Mary.
Good luck on The Old Way.
If all else fails,
just talk about natural selection and Darwin.

"juice is good.

juice is goooood."
-danny

dinin' hall ceiling

brunch

she stuck this above my pillow

I love the way clouds hover over the bay
every day, all different colorz.
you know what,

it IS good.

I have the best 2 roommates in the world.
They are sleeping right now,
But I just had to say they are the best roommates in the world.

Blythe has a really weird laugh.
But I like it so much because when she laughs,
it's the genuine REAL kind of laugh.
It actually makes me really happy to see her laughing.
She has the kindest heart even though
she is capable of doing some pretty mean things.
She is a wonderful person and deserves all the most wonderful things.
She thinks things feel wrong and she feels uncomfortable here,
but I don't think she always feels like that.
I think she was happy to be HERE with Jeffy and me
rolling down the grassy hill tonight.
I am going to miss her so much when she leaves
but I hope she knows that Santa Cruz and all of us
will be waiting for her next year when she DOES come back.
She's a little too obsessed with cats,
but I can bet you no other cat has a more loving owner than
Blythe Ferro.

Nadya has a really nice head of hair.
She has this beauty mark on her cheek and I think
it is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen.
I've never told her this before.
(haha, if you are reading this right now Nadya)
Nadya is one of the most intelligent people I know.
Something about her just convinces and makes me think:
"wow, she is going to change the world"
and she really is, I already know it.
This might be really bizarre, but if I honestly had 10 seconds to
pick one person to have total control over the world right now
and everyone was counting on this person to
make the world better, less greedy, less corrupt, and less WRONG,
I'd pick her.
She can be so tough sometimes but
other times, she giggles like a little girl and it is just CUTE.
Even though she sometimes slams the door when
Blythe and I are sleeping,
It's okay because she just forgets and
everybody forgets things sometimes.
But it's okay Nadya,
I know it was Baby Lala who did it, not you.

ps to both of you:
Get the fuck off happyaquarium.
You have world poverty to end.
&
You have home waiting for you tomorrow,
and a math placement test to ace.

And don't even get me started on Jeff.
I think I could honestly write a novel about
all the things I admire about him.
Thanks for not even flinching when I threw up 6 times.
He didn't even care I had swine flu.

strange times

are a happenin'

A comet appears.

(Even though it was 2 am and I had to get up at 7
I decided it was worth it)
The 6th/7 one was a huge flash of red and orange through the sky.
You could see the comet and it looked
just like the kind in a picture book.

teardrop

"I rented the transforms, if you want to watch it"
-Blythe's mom to Blythe

I am fati-gewed.
I just keep on reminding myself:
This time next week,
I'll be sitting at San Jose Airport.

Every single day, a different one comes into our room.

I've been trying to plan a route

and it is driving me crazy.
If everything doesn't go perfectly as planned,
I'll probably end up in Mexico.

In my dream last night,
I think a wizard might have saved me.
But the more I think about it
I think I saved myself.

(undergoing adaptive radiation)
My soles have not bled yet.
But I do plan on walking home today.
Like Jesus.