today, i made dissection lab kits from 11am-6pm
for every bio/anthro student in human functional anatomy
next quarter. (i escaped for 1 hour to go to class/eat)

a cadaver laid there next to me.
the redwoods swayed back and forth in the window.

finally at the end of the day, i carried the empty boxes
down 4 flights of stairs, dumped them in the recycling outside,
got startled by the janitor as i turned the corner,
wheeled 15 boxes of finished kits into the storage room,
turned off the light, and walked home.
it was dark. i was content.

jill gave me some siberian rose hips.
i made another flower tea.

i asked my sister what would be the most ideal toy for mops.
"an octopus with squeakers in each leg" she said.
i went to the thrift store and found just that for $2.
brianna and i decided to play a jingle at 1 am
then...

brianna and i picked lavender at midnight
& made a tea with honey & osmanthus blossoms.

let it all go. all the unnecessary things.
put a lid on all that noise.

o the perks.

i have the devil's number in my student ID.

i spent all day making/eating food, reading, and looking at dirt.
strawberry preserves & blueberries make nice
vibrant turquoise and maroon puddles on a plate.

i dreampt of a universe with varying gravities.
i sliced off the tip of a gigantic glass pyramid and the entire
universe turned to liquid and sank into the opening, including me.
i fell through a strange sky.

PARIS IS BURNING.
i planted flower babies, lost then !!found!! my coyote earrings,
and saw the prettiest man in drag i had ever seen.
it is a good documentary.

those were my beans but i gave them away.
that was the night i met annie sprinkle.

i finally got around to making this soup.
soups taste extra good on rainy cold days.

1. kunming 2. santa cruz 3. santa cruz 4. santa cruz 5. santa cruz
6. beijing 7. san jose 8. xishuangbanna 9. santa cruz 10. santa cruz
11. wu zhen 12. san diego 13. berkeley 14. orange 15. shanghai
16. orange 17. berkeley 18. santa cruz 19. berkeley 20. irvine
21. santa cruz 22. santa cruz. 23. santa cruz 24. beijing 25. santa cruz
26. san francisco 27. santa cruz 28. santa cruz 29. san francisco
30. san francisco 31. san francisco 32. irvine 33. irvine. 34. aliso viejo
35. xishuangbanna 36. lijiang

it's been three hours and i am still in the lab.
i've labeled elk bones, glued a muskrat skull back together,
shoved an elephant seal skeleton into a tiny shelf,
and labeled bone bits and fragments.

it is raining so hard outside.
i'll probably get blown away.
hopefully to safeway cause i haven't
gotten groceries/cooked in two weeks :(

"y a n b o v o
s o m.
y c c a h a
b t a y o.
a f t r, y a i n t t g y
c t"

packard jennings happens to be our public art teacher.
our class went on a walking tour in downtown san jose.
"God's last name isn't damn!"
we drove through a rainbow.

THIS LIBRARY HAS ROTATING SHELVES.

i realized the other day that
all my friends here are vegans.

i should have smuggled him back with me.

we would eat lunch together sometimes
and discuss how kooky mrs. kang is.
once i shared my bagel with him.
he wore a turquoise long sleeved shirt that day.